So here I am over six hours after I started this damn thing on what seems like post number 123,645. I’ve been trying to do some video break-down of a high school hockey game (that I should have had done weeks ago) since about 3:00pm but still haven’t even gotten through the first period of.
I’m in a pretty good space right now. Even thought it’s getting near to bed time (since my alarm is going to go off at 3:20am), I’m probably not going to get to sleep for another few hours.
I guess getting through mental health issues/ flare-ups is just like a hockey game. Even when you find yourself down by a goal or two, even when you think all hope is lost, there’s always time to regroup. There’s always time to push through and just get that one goal that’ll give your team life again. There’s time to just get that one hit or that one blocked shot that sparks the comeback. That spark is all you need.
So far it seems like this blog has been that spark for me.